still you.

latest realization:

i dont need someone better, i just need him.

gahd, i feel soo sad.

how do i tell him that i want to be with him, when he makes it clear that he wants to be with someone else.

how do i tell him i still love him, that he's all i see and he's all i need?

how do i walk away from him, how do i let go, how do i move on.

i miss him even if he's still here, even if we're together, what more if never?


what do you do when the person who's behind those feelings that slowly kills you and the person who keeps you breathing is just one person?

CVG days!=)

Mac is our pretty trainer!=)

I will never forget the days I spent working at Convergys. It's my first job in a call center, and I consider Convergys my home away from home then. That's where I met all my crazy and pasaway friends! I love my first account, Equifax, too bad the client decided to pull out. Our Equifax days are the most petix days at work. I miss it terribly!

define fetish..=)

if there's anything i'm passionate about -- it's everything that has something to do with pictures. i'm a self-confessed camwhore and i soooo love working with pictures.

he was my once in a lifetime...♥

"..there will always be that first true love, the one you first spent the night crying because of, the one you always thought was stupid but still loved anyway. the one that never really worked out but you kept your hopes up too much. the one who got away. the one that taught you all you need to know. the one that up 'til now, is still the one you look back to whenever you try to love again..♥" =(


"beb/dadah", the days i spent with you are the sweetest days of my life. i know i can never turn back time, and that makes me miss you soo much. i hope you'll be happy....

his baby girl, then.

Friendster - ♥joanchristine♥

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the wander gurl♥

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