there’s nothing permanent in this world, except CHANGE.

I created this blog entry last 2nd. I just managed to post it here in Multiply now. Err. :)

 

the last few days has been the one of the hardest days i’ve had. it was only then that i’ve cried as if the tears wont ever stop. you may laugh at me for the reason why i feel this way is for the simple fact that we’ve moved. it was on the eve of September 1st that it happened.

i’m not a big fan of CHANGES. damnnnn, i hate it when i have to get out of my comfort zone. i hate it when i have to adapt to certain changes.  whether you’re the one leaving or you’re the one left behind, the bottom line is LEAVING HURTS, especially when you havent got a choice but to do so. but then again, there’s nothing permanent in this world, except CHANGE. if there’s anything i can be thankful for, it’s for a simple reason that at least this time i’m not crying over some guy. =) haha!

i miss our house, i soo miss my room and im jealous over the fact that somebody else owns it now and i have nothing to do to take it back.

but like what some of my friends told me, i can always build new memories with our new house, i can still love my new room, and i cant wait to move in it.

there’s still a part of me that’s sad, getting over our house’s lost is not easy, but i know i’ll manage, and like i’ve said in my shout-out, there’ll be better days because there’s always a rainbow after the rain. =)

Hit the PARTY Scene!

Start:	Sep 27, '08 8:00p
End:	Sep 28, '08

Joni's Bday Bash at The Fort!
Let's Parteeh like a Rockstar!!!^^

Bonding with ZJ!=)

After my Refresher Training, and ZJ's shift, we went to MOA to watch our SUPEEEEER CRUSH's movie. hehe! We love JOHN LLOYD!!! lol.

TROPEZZ PARTY!=)

Tagged as Dance to the 80's parteeh.
Move, shake, drop.
OPEN BAR so we drink UP!
I just cant stop PARTYIN'! :P

EMBA NYT-OUT!

Parteeh at Embassy! Wooooot! Love it!

it's our 3rd. =)

Happy 3rd anniversary Equifax Wave 7! A simple get together at Aplaya, Alabang.

TAGAYTAY ADVENTURE!

It's one hell of a trip to tagaytay! haha! spell TURISTA???
we love mushroom burger!! *yummy*

my JULY!

These are the happenings last July. More of Harbour Square, then mom celebrated her birthday at Barrio Fiesta, and I get to be with Lira!!!

Enzo's Baptismal.

Our get together with Midsy, turned out to be her baby Enzo's baptismal. Thanks for making me a ninang! mis ya and love you both!=)

Our lil Angel, Lira!

Christiana Lira is our cutest angel! I soooo adore my pamangkin so much!

CCP and Harbour Square.

Thanks to Cinemalaya, I get to spend more bonding time with my sister and I get to meet her friends!=)
Go Girls!

countdown with Bem Bem!

Bem and I spent her last few days at Paragon by camwhoring!
*sigh* miss you dear!

WAREHOUSE 135

Themed as the Paragon's Flower Party. Had loads of Fun with the cam and of course with my friends! =)

night out at The Fort.

bonding with my kumares @ bonifacio high street, then chill at pier one.

galera baby!=)

my pix at galera. March 2008.

simply paradise - puerto galera

my summer getaway with bunso at puerto galera.
it's the place to be! =)

Bheng's Wedding

Reunited with my college's closest friends after soo long, and Bheng got married. *sigh* I love weddings tlga. =)

Global Fun! =)

I got tickets to Global Fun Carvinal because of my improved QA scores. Thanks Itay! hehe! Spent the day with bunso of course, but I have to go to work afterwards. *sniff*

my december wit' family..=)

i get to spend time with my family and my cute pamangkin. she's sooooo CUTE!

Starbucks with bibo. =)

December 29. A night out with one of my closest guy friends - Alvin, a.k.a bibo. We hang out @ Starbucks ATC, then took pictures before going home.
Miss you a lot bibo!!!

Christmas 2007

This is my first Christmas away from home. *sniff*
It wasnt really that sad, we just made the most out of our shift by eating ice cream, taking pictures, and just enjoying that it's Christmas. =)

Hollywood Xmas Party

December 10, 2007 Intercontinental Hotel, Makati.
We celebrated our first xmas party at Paragon. =)

almost christmas..

december 10, 2007
just camwhorin after my shift. rememberin' la salle days with the jacket.
err, once a la sallian, always a la sallian!
ANIMO!=)

jhodi @ trinoma and eastwood ♥

even without sleep after my shift, gowra at trinoma. hekhek.
bonding with one of my bestest friends - heidi.
mis u gurl, more gimiks to come & finally nakapunta tau ng trinoma. ^_^

REUNITED with my closest CVG friendships♥

a day at ATC with my favorite people, missed you sooooo much!
hope we get to spend more time together. love ya loads ♥

THERE ARE STILL SOME THINGS THAT YOU ONLY BELIEVE WHEN YOU SEE.

just a thought i've come acrossed with when i was doing bulletin surveys...

question: how credible is your profile?

my answer: 95%, THERE ARE STILL SOME THINGS THAT YOU ONLY BELIEVE WHEN YOU SEE. so the other 5% is based on your judgement.

another way of saying, to see is to believe. or, sometimes, we just refuse to believe unless we see it with our own eyes, or unless the truth is slapped in front of our faces.

sad but true: most of the times we're just in denial even if reality is already in front of us. simply because, admitting something we dont wanna believe in, even if it's hard to believe, f*ckin hurts.

..this was how he made me feel..

NEVER SAW BLUE by Shawn Colvin

Today I took a walk up the street
And picked a flower and climbed the hill
Above the lake

And secret thoughts were said aloud
We watched the faces in the clouds
Until the clouds had blown away

And were we ever somewhere else
You know, it's hard to say

And I never saw blue like that before
Across the sky
Around the world
You've given me all you have and more
And no one else has ever shown me how
To see the world the way I see it now
Oh, I, I never saw blue like that

I can't believe a month ago
I was alone, I didn't know you
I hadn't seen or heard you're name
And even now, I'm so amazed
It's like a dream, It's like a rainbow, it's like the rain

And somethings are the way they are
And words just can't explain

Cause I never saw blue like that before
Across the sky
Around the world
You've given me all you have and more
And no one else has ever shown me how
To see the world the way I see it now
Oh, I, I never saw blue like that before

And it feels like now,
And it feels always,
And it feels like coming home

I never saw blue like that before
Across the sky
Around the world
You've given me all you have and more
And no one else has ever shown me how
To see the world the way I see it now
Oh, I, I never saw blue like that before

Oh, I, I never saw blue like that




Thank you for making me feel this way at one point in my life. I loved you, and I always will. =(

Perot Systems Dudes.

I spent about 4 months at Perot Systems after I resigned at Convergys. It was sooo much fun because I get to meet my Wave 2 buddies. Mga CHOS, i miss you all so much!

still you.

latest realization:

i dont need someone better, i just need him.

gahd, i feel soo sad.

how do i tell him that i want to be with him, when he makes it clear that he wants to be with someone else.

how do i tell him i still love him, that he's all i see and he's all i need?

how do i walk away from him, how do i let go, how do i move on.

i miss him even if he's still here, even if we're together, what more if never?


what do you do when the person who's behind those feelings that slowly kills you and the person who keeps you breathing is just one person?

CVG days!=)

Mac is our pretty trainer!=)

I will never forget the days I spent working at Convergys. It's my first job in a call center, and I consider Convergys my home away from home then. That's where I met all my crazy and pasaway friends! I love my first account, Equifax, too bad the client decided to pull out. Our Equifax days are the most petix days at work. I miss it terribly!

define fetish..=)

if there's anything i'm passionate about -- it's everything that has something to do with pictures. i'm a self-confessed camwhore and i soooo love working with pictures.

he was my once in a lifetime...♥

"..there will always be that first true love, the one you first spent the night crying because of, the one you always thought was stupid but still loved anyway. the one that never really worked out but you kept your hopes up too much. the one who got away. the one that taught you all you need to know. the one that up 'til now, is still the one you look back to whenever you try to love again..♥" =(


"beb/dadah", the days i spent with you are the sweetest days of my life. i know i can never turn back time, and that makes me miss you soo much. i hope you'll be happy....

his baby girl, then.

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